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Snake Woman
02:22
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I love you, it's eating me inside out
A curse forced upon me has brought nothing but clout
save, me i scream in your ear
You can't fix this fear, I cause it my dear.
Your embrace erodes me
it's the slipstream of my sanity
Jealousy, the breeder of fantasy
it's the sickest display of pure creativity.
Fuck
I don't deserve this
I deserve this
Your ghostly touch
Dives right through me.
It's
The slipstream of my sanity
I don't, I don't deserve this
drag my body and rake through my innards
dead inside, i am a husk that you now alter
my thoughts that you now speak in cadence,
conjour and control my destruction
i don't I don't deserve this
This is how you make a mountain out of a molehill
and bury your loved ones in it.
This is the membrane of what can or cannot be.
Cremate The love, inhale the ash
Holdfast your breath, exhale death.
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She looks at me with glassy eyes
A perverse unsettling gaze
Her Legs shiver, buckle and quake
Her Spine contorting under her flesh
A sudden prickly chill
Shrouding the ability To react judicially
No time to think
An artist, a surgeon
Articulate and measured
Yet chaos runs rampant
In this controlled destruction
The gag tight
As to not attract unwanted attention
On this night
She will come to see the juxtaposition.
Do you see now?
Do you feel my pain?
Do you feel my love?
Do you see now why this has to be?
Forever mine,
Your flesh and bone
It must be this way
Our future our home.
you must obey
Just Lay here shut your mouth and stay.
Tears steam down alabaster skin
With every stroke from my instrument.
her jaw locks tight Her eyes latch shut
I flay her live from throat to cunt.
I watch her squirm under my knife
I watch her slowly slip from life.
She is my art
She is my muse
Her Angel wings, spread, her face a gastly painting of divinity.
My love on display.
Such beauty
Drives desire
Obsessive love
Eternally mine
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3. |
A Waiting Loss
03:58
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Deliver me from life's greatest burden
Manifestation of the end
hallucinations entwined
in the waning yet waxing of the conscious third eye
This condement
How it twists and alters
The way of flesh the hand of man
It begins
spinning faster like the clockwork cogs of time
My skin and frail frame now
in a zealous state of atrophy
My abhorrence
coaxes and recalls
the Bittersweet taste
of kronos'wine
Bathed and clensed
Body and mind, are drenched in time
and so
Death, sorrow, anguish and regret are all imbued in like
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Plague Doctor
02:34
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The frantic prayer for death
Carves an emptiness
A nihilist syndicate
In the back of my head
They tell me,
Young man you're wasting your life.
Take off that mask, and smell the rancid stench of death
You're not a plague doctor
you can't heal this strife.
That's what they tell me
Take off that mask, and smell the rancid stench of death
That's what, that's what they tell me.
I've beat these knuckles raw
I've ground this broken jaw until my rotten teeth broke.
The frantic prayer for death
Carves an emptiness
A nihilistic promise
To my unborn and never Wed
I am Filth
I'm misanthropy
A packmule of pain
No self worth
A saddened disgrace
Through Lies and decite
a rotten root of society
Full of filth
Hate and deceit.
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I am a being of mindless dispair and hate
The corse taste of filth , dries my mouth
I spit the dust of my fathers
With disrespect and bitter truth
I'm a lowlife
I'm a begger
I'm the dirt around my coffin
I'm the dirt around my coffin
If self destruction is a form construction
I've found my calling I've found my way of life
I'll tear down everything meaningless that I have made.
I'll tear it all down, and you're coming with me.
My head is so filled with poison
I'm drowning in my skull
fluids spill out my nose
I'm melting from the inside out
I'm hemorrhaging
I felt my body shake i felt it quiver
A mess of blood and powder
To hell I'll be delivered
I'm just a little fucking man
Who hates the world for all I am
I set myself up for the worst
A well weighed dose will quench my thirst
Dont tell me that I need help
Dont try to give me an intervention when you told me to go fuck myself
I'm inhaling resentment in absence of your presence
Dont feed me your lies
You led me astray far to many times and now I'm leaving you behind
I'm inhaling resentment
I see the anguish in your eyes as you stare and watch me die.
I'll let hell swallow me from a shallow grave
Desperation this place I call home. Overflow the catacombs I once called bones.
As this lucid gamble fills the cracks. A loss of hope to crawl my way back
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